The countdown begins... or begun. Who knows?
I had dinner with my family last night, and was reminded why I feel so out of place here. Though I love them dearly, and I know they love me, there's just an extra connection between my mom and sister due to things in common and a common way of looking at the world that creates a bond I don't share. I don't feel as though they don't love me, I just feel like I need to grow up and get away and figure out who I really am.
Danny called and we ended up at the Alley on a tuesday, and that was quite nice. I might have had a little too much to drink, because I'd really like to be asleep right now, but I had a blast. I always have an amazing time with that boy. He lifts me up. Being friends with him has been such a new experience for me. He's not friends with me due to the amount of time we've known each other, or just because we have mutual friends. We have to work to find time to see each other, but we just make sense as friends. I feel simmilarly about Erin and Lisa, that they know and love grown up Lexie, and it's an entirely different kind of friendship. All my friendships are amazing, but it's a different connection you make when you meet as adults, and it's fascinating.
I'm happy to be leaving and growing up, but I have some amazing friends here.
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